Vision

what up its good to be home refreshingly cold. let's chalk the lack of images up to computer problems. To anyone I talked to on new years eve..sorry...The war on soberiety has taken much of my time this break and I realize now that it is not any of your birthdays (but a merry un-birthday anyway). School is hectic but being home is so un-arted its boring, and my self motivation leaves quickly. I revisited a drawing I loved yesterday and hated it...weird huh? who hasnt felt that way before. I need to maximize my clarity, I realized that when a piece goes from start to finish I am viewing the process, and all the places my imagination took the stuff while I was creating. It's distorted by my mind's eye until I return the next day. I return to find where it ACTUALLY ended up...in the province of shity hahaha. How can I..in one moment a fraction of a second bring a person to the same place it took me 3-10 hours to get to? Even ideas I am attempting to communicate on paper have the same clarity issues. IS the journey you had reading this the same as the one i had writing it? noop its not.